Sigh

Why do things never ends just like how we wanted ...Sigh...

OMG!

WTH!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T FIND 2NE1 TV ENGLISH SUBBED EPISODE 5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SOMEONE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

Tooth extraction

I am now quite regret that i went for a tooth extraction....Why?At first i gotta wake up so early to go to Tanah Puteh to get some numbers and wait for my turn then i have to wait for my turn to come....it seems to be years to wait for my turn...

Until my turn i still have to have three shot " Needle lacking in vigilance " in short Chinese we call ma bi zhen....then i have to suffer the tooth extract part...Though it is not as worst as i think however this is not the worst part yet...After that i keep bleeding until now the wound wont stop bleeding...

I have now been bleeding approximately for 3 hours =.= wish me good luck!!! even my shirt got blood stain, the keyboard also! *WTF! i have to clean them!!!!!OMG!*

ARGH!

I want my life back....I do not want to be controlled like a puppet...Oh please...You guys don't know me as well as you think you do! OMG...I am not a puppet that you got to order and asked to do what you want and you like...sometimes you maybe right but why you never even really smile and talk to me without i talk to you first? Is it because you are adults? WOW ADULTS!!! hmmm....lemme tink bout it...it will be nice i just can do what i want sometimes...only sometimes this is my only request...please~ I am still a person....i guess i never is for you guys...never mind...








ANYWAY, 2NE1 FIGHTING!!!!!!!!! haha GOGO...DARAGON!

JERK!!!!

HE IS A JERK A LIAR!!!!!!!WHY YOU GUYS GOT CHEATED BY HIM AND STILL HE IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? AND YOU STILL LOVE HIM SO MUCH!?
YOU LIED TO ME AGAIN...I TOTALLY HEART BROKEN...GOING TO BE CRAZY

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I am just wondering who I am to her?She really hates me so much and do not trust me...but why does she need to do things like that to me?Treating everyone so good and me?I am just wondering why you wont even bother to answer me when i tried to talk to you and treated me as i was nothing and invisible....You makes your promise but you just say it to ditch me away and lie to me again and again...Thanks alot for breaking my heart...T.T If you really don't want me to msg you you can just say it out i don't mind...now whatever it matters is you...The most important things is you being happy...i wont be bothering u anymore..........I will try my best...











T.T

Haih...

I wish i have never love you before....i guess the word love too big though...it really hurts a lot!! Syl's heart is scattered everywhere now...Why don't you just admit it and make me feel better?hmm...sometimes when i decided to forget all this stupidity but some memories caught me up...And worst of all it's all just pain....Why am i the idiot who apologize and wishing that you talk to me...LOLZ when u just don't even care much bout it...For me, now you are just somehow a liar which i hoped you weren't. I cant even spoke a correct word if i see you but...Argh...it's all over!!!I shall put it down for now and forever.....!!!!! You never care whether how i felt towards you but i do care bout how you feel towards me....haih....I am desperate T.T

For now, perhaps just forget everything and look forward (if i can...><)...

As you wish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks a lot...I regret for everything i have done, all the decision i have made!!!!!!! You "brighten" my day every time and for that i thank you.You never appreciate what people have done for you and treat people so differently depending on who they are to you? You know how others will feel? If you want to get angry at me AGAIN( not the first time you got angry for this s**t already)...this time AS YOU WISH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I DON'T CARE ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Desperated...

I wanted to talk to someone...the Fucking shit problems,

I felt like crying out and now i finally knew that i never have the right decision and i don't have the value of living here anymore...T.T

Love....Perhaps?

Here comes the biggest issue of life…Love~ There are several reasons I write this post and first of all I have affected by one of my friend’s blog (which you guys should try and read. get from me if you want^^) and secondly weird question from Jacq. I kept thinking of the BIG question from her since last night…my definition for love and like…hmm…Let me show you guys a picture…




Lol....

What do you think?? So do you agree?? Love for me is something miraculous and I never get to understand it thoroughly but I guess some people do^^…However the people I meant isn’t Chung Zhou, Brandon sort…*no offense*…Even though I do not understand love but I think I respect *is it the right word???* LOVE more than they do…WHY???

Love is not an entertainment but something pure perhaps…If you really loved someone deeply you will care for him/her all the time and forgive most of minor mistake he/she has done then. But should I say some people treat love just as a game, fear factor or in fact a dare. They work hard to get it and they enjoyed it when they have it and finally the most saddening part they threw it away after they had whatever s**t they want from it…So is this love???

Lately I met a friend which he has a very interesting story. He wanted to be a “very” close friend to someone but he is afraid, he is shy and he feared…Why? Haha…A guy with such humor and “courage” is shy and scared? He is shy to talk to her even she is so near to him either. What a joke but now I understand…he tried hard to care for someone before and in return he get nothing but misunderstanding which causes problems to their relationship (what a pity >< )…until now he does not dare to say out his feeling so how can I help him??Can you tell me??? How can you ever fixed a broken heart…I still can’t get the proper answer.












Love with trust...

1st post ^^

First post…teehee nothing much to post actually just for the satisfaction of my dear friend, Suki Bong.*she forced me T.T* Anyway I do want to congrats her for her 1st month…^^ I am very happy for you…..hehezzz….

One last thing, I want to thank you SUKI BONG for asking me to put “candies are sweet....so as you...” and because of this I have been misunderstand by my sis….T.T….*sobz sobz*